Impatience? Not really. Just moving things along - heck even looks like you are just trying to give H what he wants. You can start it - but you can also stop / delay it if you want.
AND you can always blame the L if you start getting cr@p...
Oh, I will!!! Must remember to blame the L!!! I'm glad you think it doesn't sound like I'm impatient, don't know why I care, but do. At this point, I am fine with D b/c who H is now is not good for me. I was talking to my C yesterday and told her how I have recently realized that everytime I am feeling really good and happy and self-confident, H seems to purposely make negative comments and try to upset me, like he can't stand to see me happy. I think H4H helped me realize that btw so thanks again (don't know if I thanked you the first time though!) Two months should give me enough time to get used to the D, find a job, etc. I never thought I would get D, but it is the best thing for me I realize. Karen
