Kalni, Mercury is going backwards right now and until 15 October (and the effects last for a week or too after I think) in Libra... its ALL about reconnecting with the past and to do with relationships, particulatly an ex-lover, an ex or someone that comes back into your life for the purpose of saying the things that should have been said before. This period is linked to the other Mercury retrogrades stretching back until June 2007. Its the only way to move forward, regardless of what he says (I dont know, could be good or bad, but I doubt its bad). This is why I was brave and emailed my ex and yes, I was shaking when I did it.
I dont think its going to be as scary as you think, but if you keep blocking the universes attempt to let you have this, you may not get another chance. And afterall, its only words.
I agree with T.. you keep SAYING you are happy and smiling, but your actions indicate that you're hurting? Al xxxx
