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He said he wanted to roleplay. It was to be a re-creation of the last night I was with OM.

And I did it. The whole time I kept thinking, "This is what he needs to feel better


I could of done it. As the one who had the A and the guilt and sadness that comes with that , I would of done it and in a twisted way I have.

Has your H stayed with you ?

Mine has been like a yoyo. He says he is no longer hurt but just feels life has ripped him off. I sooooo sooo want him back .

does your H feel the same way. If he is with you , do you know what gave him the strength to forgive you and stay in marriage ?

I am so $%^&ed off today