Had a quick $150 (20 minutes!) appt with the attorney today. Had to sign something with both of us present.

We rode together as we had both just had a meeting at D4's school. H initiated talk on the way back about how much 'this' sucks. He continued on to list what sucks about it: less time with the girls, nowhere to live, getting the older car, etc. Funny, he never once mentioned me in that list of losses. Sigh. I shouldn't expect it, but darnit. He did say "I can't believe I am here, taking this path. It blows my mind." I said nothing, because its his choice.

H is right now at his court mandated parenting class (I go on Saturday). He still holds firm with his "the girls will be fine" argument.

Two weeks from today I'll be on the market.

I miss him. Old him. Oh but at least the New Him is following my boundaries this week. Wow.