((((nc)))) Im feeling your sadness, i wish there was something i could do for you.
your a wonderful person, you need to get out more and do things to make YOU happy, really to perk yourself up a bit. i know how having the boys away and in another state must be hard (I can't imagine!) but try and make the most of your time alone, You should get out a meet new people, im not saying just women, i mean people in general.
Thinking of you (((((nc)))
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.