"Out of the mouth of babes." Isn't that the truth. They see things that we don't. Your D wants to see you happy. I know how hard it is to get over that hump and TRY to move on like they are not coming home. Honestly, I didn't stop crying until the end of my h's MLC. It did get less and less over time but it still happened. I found myself starting to laugh and smile again. As we all said before, we don't know if they are coming back, only God knows. Keep working on yourself and take care of your babies. Remember they notice things and hate to see you sad and hurting.