I am holding out a bit longer. I actually don't have the urge to call/text right now. Like I feel like I am getting into a good place mentally and I don't NEED to hear from him and I'm not as anxious about it anymore. Don't get me wrong, I still love the DAM and know this will work out, maybe that's why I'm not so anxious anymore too. Hmmm.

Like in the begining the days I didn't hear from him I was always worried about whether or not he was thinking about me or if he forgot about me. Now I'm not worried, I know that I am on him mind at least at times and when he is ready to chat I am here, until that time I will not put pressure on him.


M:28 H:29
M:1 T:11
Sep:5/1/08
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