Today I am feeling better and I think that I am going to get better at living for me and being happy. With hubby along or not. He is actually trying very hard but still drinking. Just less.
He is being gentler with me.

He even called today to get my POV on something and I almost broke down crying. He normally doesnt do this.

Still hoping for a Miracle but not waiting anymore. I deserve to live too~
Love,
Alicia