Hope4us struggle, part 9 or 10 or whatever

[Hope4us]

Thanks Pup. Oh, I'm prepared. After that tongue lashing by my boss, I've got a F the whole world attitude going on.

I think that with her note she sent me last Friday, there was a good tone in it that she was pretty close to figuring out she wanted to try. And I'm confident that once she makes that decision we'll be ok, as long as I don't walk in the end. But the second part of her note was so foggy it wasn't even funny and I think my reply to her that basically called BS (and I don't mean betrayed spouse) on her and her attitude may have been just the right push at just the right time.

We'll see how it goes. There has definitely been a change in her attitude towards me since I took off for the weekend and then sent her the F you reply. Maybe that was the wake up call. But while things are still not perfect at home, they are definitely better than they were and we seem to be moving closer and closer to each other.