I lost you for a while! I'm sorry things aren't turning out like you had hoped. But, you sound strong. I agree that the kids need to know that you did commit and that you even tried to stay with it when things got really tough. But, they need to know that later...not now. What they need to know right now is that you love them and will do all you can to lessen the pain they feel right now.
Hang in there!!!
Amy
Me 39 H 36 S 7 S 4 T 15 M 12 H out 8/1/08 OW confirmed 8/6/08 D final on 6/12/09...I'm doing good!