Hello, All! Thank you so much for all your feedback it's great!
Soooo..at the risk of sounding totally delusional I want to explain something. I had been BEGGING H to see a counselor with me while he was still in the house and he said he would NEVER go because it wouldn't do any good. In spite of his words I've been sensing a shift in H and his moods. He has always been clear that he would do NOTHING that would give me false hope and lately when we do talk I "feel" him listening more...I think some of what I say is getting through to him. At any rate, I do agree that he could be doing it just so I can move on and that is fine...time will tell.
JCJ...regarding the movie...he won't agree to go to a movie with me I think I will back off of any invites for a while and as one of you said I won't talk about the R anymore. I will save that for the counseling sessions.
Please pray I find the right counselor!!! I am so nervous!
I think I will back off of any invites for a while and as one of you said I won't talk about the R anymore. I will save that for the counseling sessions.