I am honest Ali. I guess I am worried too much about things that I dont know that will happen but could happen.I am worried too m uch of what MAY happen. I dont want to be the one saying "no-we are done". I am more comfortable with "the role I was given". That is the truth. I prefer to feel I made it and I am fine than feel the guilt for making my kids suffer... I am honest.
PS He sees a consistent me. You guys see a bigger part of me. the only thing that maybe confusing is that I "shut off" when he did not expect it. He ignored my warnings...
