I believe in Miracles

[istherehope]

Hmm,

Just journaling again. I feel like H has been trying to bait me on IM this morning. He started off by asking me whether I only use Skype to talk to him. Yes I do--he invited me to it like 2 years ago, and I use it to talk to him only. I just tried to blow that off and talk about how I could never get it to work for calls, and joked around.

Then he started in with the fact that he would be home when I got there on Monday. I figured this. I really hope he does not want to have a big R talk then. I said yesterday that we didn't need to. I just said cool, and tried to change the subject, said "what are you doing now?". "Working". Me, "figured as much, cool."

My guess is he is hung over from last night, who knows...he sure blows hot and cold. Who cares why I use Skype? I am biting my tongue not to ask him if something is wrong. I know that would be bad. I have a weird feeling this morning though, so hopefully it will blow over if I leave it for awhile.

ITH