You know...I will just take one moment to let off some cyber excrement just because I am flabbergasted. I would have posted on my other thread and updated what is going on with my relationship (M) and myself but that is no longer possible. It has been wiped away as if it never existed. I get that currently I can not be considered textbook DB any longer. My Marriage is hanging by the thread of confusion, my life by the thread of either utter stupidity or stubbornness and I am certainly no poster child of success in the world of BUSTING but to wipe away a couple of weeks of events in my life (no matter how trivial) because it had a recently ousted poster's name attached to it (WHO I utterly admire by the way)is uncalled for. I was always under the opinion that a poster was allowed to journal, I didn't realize that all posts were scrutinized to such a degree for content and relevance. I am also bewildered to which audience I have to satisfy. I guess I miss the chronology of where I am at and that will be forever lost. I did reference my marriage I believe in most if not all my posts so I am left here sucking dust in a thread that is gasping over a month ago's events. I understand the "high command" and the threats that have been expounded on but I would think if a certain posters comments angered them, they would just edit or what is now more preferable "ERASE" that particular poster's comments...not the whole thread... SO, as in what I am gathering by the current atmosphere in the world and certainly this board, I am not welcome and don't fit the cut-out version of the DB buster. I will gather what dingy articles in this thread I have and move out... For the newcomers....Db principles do work when they are worked every minute and every moment..YOU DO HAVE AN IMMENSE AMOUNT OF HOPE! KEEP YOUR HEAD UP AND YOUR EYES AND EARS WIDE OPEN. For the Piecers....The same applies..IT just is even far more difficult to keep the steady plane. For the survivors...I don't know much except that I believe I will have a steady spoonful of it coming soon... peace
