I believe in Miracles

[istherehope]

Hi Sep,

Thanks it's ok. I don't really think it was a 180. Even in the conversation he said he was still willing to try. It was just a bad conversation where I think I made him feel cornered. I just hate that he brings these things up on IM when I'm at work.

I will be staying 2 nights with him next week, and that's a positive.

Actually I had 2 more positives last night too. I felt the need to email H to tell him what had happened to Jen's H; obviously not saying where I knew her from. He IMd later to say how devastating that must be.

I sleep with earplugs because the church bells are so loud here. So, I missed 2 texts from my H last night (he never texts me these days). The first asked if I was awake. The second said nothing urgent, just saying good night.

Very nice. He was probably a bit tipsy after dinner and wine. I'll text back this morning and just say good morning.

So, I am trying a lot harder to focus on the actions and my end goal. I don't think anything has changed for the worse, and I'm still hanging in there :).

ITH