I went to lunch with a friend of mine today, she didn't know about my sitch, of course she had to ask about H, but I told her she was so sorry. But we had a good lunch.
After that I went shopping for some clothes. I just need a few things to at least go on job interviews or whatever. I bought everything on sale & then had a card & got another 15% off. It was sad tho when I left the store, I'm so used to my H being with me, we always shopped together. He wanted me to see what he had picked out & try it on for me & he always wanted to see what I picked out & try it on for him, of course we picked out things for each other too & he was good at it. Now he is doing it for someone else & she is doing it for him. That makes me sad. Also, I saw Xmas things out (so early!!!!) anyway that made me sad too b/c we used to get up really early on the weekends, go out to eat for breakfast then go Xmas shopping before the crowd got so bad. We really had a good time.