For the Guy with Kids and a WW XV

[hopeful4her]

Anything I can do to try to help kill the fantasy works for me. She did get to me last night, though. I know it shouldn't have. She just got me back. I start to believe that maybe she really IS happy. Hopefully he DOES wonder. Maybe this guy really does have infinite patience. What a nice guy.

Makes me puke.

Not a lot going on today. Busy at work. Lots of questions/phone calls about my financial institution. Are we safe, are we strong. We are owned by the second largest bank in Spain and it has deep pockets. Very well run company.

Talked to D11 for only a bit today. I told her to call me tonight, which she forgot to do.

Came home and cleaned up the mess my tornado's usually leave. Did some washing, did the dishes, put away clothes.

Watched a movie tonight with kat, karen and lodo. It was funny, but not FUNNY.

It's these days without my girls that can kind of get to me, but I'll be okay. I have to go in early and open the branch tomorrow. Didn't sleep very well last night, so I'm tired. Hopefully, better tonight.

I will get to get my girls on Saturday even though it is the wifes weekend. She has to work a full day, and we got invited to a Bday party. I asked her if it was ok, and she said sure. The party ends at 7pm, so the wife will be home by then. Wonder what I'll do after. See if she invites me to stay for dinner or something. If not, I'll try to make plans.

I'm just rambling here.