trusting - i TOTALLY understand waht you mean. i have heard it explained by many people..it is like (i guess cause my heart is still on) but I guess it is like a switch. i can't even imagine it...and I like You - dont knwo what to do with all of "this".

i have been thinkin' about the holidays too my friend...just finished up a crappy birthday--- so i know where your mind is going.

thanks for the kudos my friend..

your on my heart -- i need to go spend some time with God cause my mind has been looming crazy circles and research of which does me absolutely no good....causes that heart to go wacko.

wonder where we will be a year from now.... i remember where we both were last year-- and look at us --- we are moving forward whehter we like it or not. =)

M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again