I'm still lurking around and checking my email every ten minutes. Lol. How sad am I? I just can't keep my curiosity at bay about what he says needs to change in order for us to get back together again. . .as I said. Should be interesting.
My mom is driving me nuts right now so I am on here to avoid her. Again. . .how sad. Lol.
I want him back in my life but sometimes I feel like I could be more than fine on my own for awhile and that maybe I'd find someone who I did not share such a rocky past with. Things have never really been peaches and cream for us and I just don't see how that will ever change. I might be a little pesimistic but I just don't want to start the rollarcoaster again, especially if I will never get what I want in the end anyways.
