Hi Daisy!! I hope you got the list and it was positive.

Wow you really seem to be detaching. Yes it gets scary...I went through all those feelings too. Even now with working the 2 jobs and getting everything in my life situated it's like damn, he's probably going to wait till I have all my ducks in a row and everything is good again then he will think he can come waltzing right back into my life...how fair is that??? I did all the work and he gets to reap the benefits!!!

Of course when that time comes I will have to express my needs also, but anywho.... How about tomorrow you do your best to relax and just enjoy his company...think of him as a good friend (with benefits..if that arises..sorry for the pun ;\) ) Try not to bring up any R talk at all and if he brings it up..change the subject!! Tell him you just want to enjoy his company no serious chit chat. I'm sure that will shock him.

Good Luck & if you are not back until tomorrow..Have fun!!! \:\)

M:28 H:29
M:1 T:11
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