Hi, well H is gone, took only 1/2 of his stuff. I thought the closet space would be empty but there was still many clothes. I think I will have to pack them and move them to garage. Can't look at them. I am very sad. I don't want to sleep in our bed. When I got home from my walk on the beach my D was home, he had dropped her off. I was surprised because I did not think he would just leave her. But I did call him --crying of course to say goodbye. He said the place is the size of a matchstick. Then he said he would see me tomorrow after work because he is taking D to soccer practice. Then H says do you want to go to lunch tomorrow???? I really do think I am going to call in sick tomorrow. I just need a day to feel low and sorry for myself. Everyday I have been dressing up and trying to walk proud. I just don't have it in me. I need to sleep and I think it will be a sleepless night. I know I should get up, dressed and put do a DB but I will attempt for Monday (he is taking off Friday). By then I will get house going and cleaned. My D will hardly talk to me. She is like h, holding emotions in. She came out of her room and I could tell she was crying. I told her to sit with me but she said she wanted to be by herself. She "DOES not want to talk about it". I am worried about her. Any advice. Thanks to you all for being here for me. It will be a long road.
Me 53 H 50 D16, D29 M 22 years bomb 7/08 INH - alien pod replaces H 8/08 - OW (direct report), I work there also bomb II - H moves 10/1 expose ow 10/22 D to be final 9-09
