You are one I was upset I could not post to. Because you are still in the early stages and I'm really hoping I can make a difference for you.
So - where in Florida are you? I have a timeshare at Disney. I'll be there for more than 2 weeks. I have a severely disabled adult son who I am taking to see Mickey along with his nurse. After that I'm going to Food & Wine at Epcot, attending a club I belong to for my hobby, visiting friends and attending a show. I keep busy. I LOVE Florida.
OUCH - your H's remarks must've stung. I'm sure that would make you NOT want to phone him.
I have to say this. Try to remember reverse psychology. We never really want what we have. But we usually want what we can't have. The trick is to not let him think he "has" you. That is why I keep suggesting going dark. Let him wonder. Possibly miss you. Maybe then he will come looking.
I hope you are doing ok tonight. I'm sorry I was not there for you the past couple of days.
