But what is HE doing? Is HE stepping up to the plate?
HE?
Not much except for providing for the Family. Sad but true. he is fully aware though that I may not have left but I am not going to stand by and take this anymore. I have the right and deserve to live too. He can drink and I will not be catering to him or trying to be perfect for him. I am human and I deserve to live too.
Last nite I somehow got stung by a BEE right before bed. I ran into our room and threw my pants off and was in a lot of pain. I had no idea it was a bee that bit me. It was dark. He was SCARED~
This morning he admitted he couldn't sleep and he was scared, he didnt know what had happened to me or if I was going to be ok, for a moment.
I dunno how but it stung me on my belly right where your ovaries are and on one side and I felt as though I was being torn open. When the pain subsided I noticed I had welts on my belly, then we turned on the light and figured out it was a BEE. It was the first time in a long time my H has been vulnerable and sweet to me. I cant wait to tell you one day S&A he is stepping up to the plate and he is trying. Believe me!
He did spend Sunday with us but for me it was bittersweet , cause he did it b/c he knew how angry and upset I was on Friday. Or so I think?
