I got lost but look what I found.

[JWS]

I think that you will do more then survive, you will LIVE. You are a stronger and better person through out this process. It has not beaten you it has brought out the best in you a strength you never knew you had. You will be happy and one day free of this pain.

One of the greatest things I have seen in you is your ablity to see past your own pain and still seem him as a freind with his own pain that is causing this. Your ablity to truly give to him all he thinks he needs makes you one hell of a great wife. I know that there someone who will reconize that. I also. Believe that one day his pain will past and he will see that too. May not change anything but he will apperciate it someday.

Keep up the good work with the GAL stuff and rally focus on nothing but yourself for a while. Remember that every thing happens for a reason. Our job is not to figure out what that reason is but take what we are given and life the best life we can with that.


(((((((((((((lost))))))))))))
Sorry it's just a virtual hug but it's the beat I could do on short notice. O yeah you get a wet kiss from my puppy too he keeps sneaking up into my lap because he is ready for bed.
Night