But I'm not obsessing over it. All I know now is that I can go either way now, and that I'll be ok with it.
At the end of the day, I'm by myself because I choose to. You and I BOTH know what I want. Only time will tell.
You said it all for me ((H4H)).
You and I have similar things going on. A WAS who isn't fully committed to the new R enough to be done with us, but give us enough rope to hang ourselves with. Push-me/Pull-you.
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option