I think I have an STD thanks to exh

[Starshyne]

I wish I had great news to share, but I don't. I guess the only good news is that I was cleared of the "biggie" STD's. The ones that are too difficult for me to spell.

It looks like I do have warts. I am not so sure exactly what this means. I have to go to my GYN next week to have an HPV test done to see if I have the virus for cervical cancer. If I do that means they will have to monitor me for 2 years. 90% of HPV cases heal itself and the other 10% have to have half of the cervix removed. If I don't have HPV that causes cancer, then I just have a virus that can be cleared up.

Regardless, my ex husband gave this to me. We didn't even go through with sex in February because he said that I didn't know how to please a man. But I am sure it was enough contact to spread the warts. He didn't even have to have any symptoms to be a carrier.

I am just numbed by this all. After all I have been through, this is just another thing I have to deal with. This affair has just been so awful in so many ways. But....I am thankful that it isn't some STD that can cause major problems.

I am so glad that you all here can read this and understand without judging me. I can't exactly tell others in my life about all of this because I don't think they would understand. So thank you for being here and allowing me to share with you the things that are going on.

Sara