Jen Anytime you wish to express your feelings reguardless of what they seem hopefully you will feel free to do so.I do not know specific what groups on the web provide support for your sitch but I am sure Michelle and/or her volunteers can give you some good safe venues.
When the pace slows down write a letter to him and put it away. make a decision in a year if you want to read/burn or delay reading it.
I'm sorry for your loss. Best wishes.
"All I want is a weeks pay for a day's work" Steve Martin
