Trying2live- the new post 1

[TxMomw/2girls]

I looked for the book at the bookstore this past weekend, two bookstores,and couldn't find it.. I will have to order it.

We all want to know what is going on??? killing us!!!

I'm suppose to be filing for D this week just to hold everything status quo... I'm now debating.. my lawyer was going to draw up paper work today or tomorrow.. I emailed her to hold off.. hope it isn't too late. But I don't want my H to change insurance, take money out etc... he says he won't but who knows right... Texas doesn't have legal separation... but hearing Marisol insight I want to prolong this as long as I can too... I can't risk my H marrying OW and deciding to have more kids.. that is all a 25 yr old wants - get married and have babies... I told him I would never sign or finalize a D until he gets "fixed" which he was going to do this week...

I have been working on an email to the OW... not out of anger but just out of information... thoughts on this???

My goals:

1. Work out
2. Make plans with friends (hard all my friends are married with young kids)
3. Work on 180's and changing myself
4. going to my beyondaffairs support group twice a month