Your post makes me want to cry, because I and we all feel the same way as yo do right now.....lonely....I wish I could juat make the pain and the feelings of rejection go away...but we can't and yes it is unfair that they can be so happy with the O/W.

like we never existed in hteir lives....sometimes the pain is too much to bear....but I look at what Christ went thru for me and you..all of us..i know I never could of done that for anyone..

that is what I look at when I am feeling as you are right now...my heart aches for you and so do my prayers...and the pain of being dumped really bites.....

When I used to soeak to my husband he sounded so stress free so happy....I will too feel that way again and so will you...and I k now you know that in your heart...but the pain is still there for you after 2 years....I just started with this...

It has only been a year but it feels like a lifetime to me....may we all be comforted in our hearts by the only one who can gives us peace and heal our broken hearts.

I miss my friend also, we used to have many happy times....lots of laughing in bed till our stomachs hurt...laughing at funny movies..how I used to wipe his forhead everytime he was working outside because he would sweat and I just wanted him not to be too hot...so many memories... and they just come when we aren't even thinking about them at least that is how it is for me..

I myself wonder sometimes if he really has a plan..
i found these lyrics to a song by a preacher/singer and they are as follows. I hope you get a blessing from them..am posting on a different page

M-53
H-46
M-24+YRS
BOMB-10/14/07
2-S
2-D
Grandkids-7
Greatgrand kid-1
He needs space...
Wants to start fresh new life W O/W
Moved in his O/W Oct.08