Wife came over yesterday after she got out of work and cleaned her closet, not out. she took out clothes she doesn't want anymore and straightened out her closet. why wouldn't she just take her clothes. why go throguh the trouble of organizing the closet? she asked my daughter what she was up to last night, and she told my w that we were rearranging the furniture. She told my D I was going to do that. everytime she hears about something I'm going to do, its the same resposne. My son was talking about the Topsfield fair which starts this weekend. My wife commented that it was a ritual for us to go there on our anniversary, which is Monday. My son asked her, what are you going to do now? she didn't have any facial expression. picked up some clothes she bagged and said she had to go. My son thinks he hit a nerve. I had a big job interview today, this is one huge change in my life i need. It went well. I wanted to call my W and tell her about it, because I have always shared my life with her. Didn't , I'm still dark (mostly dim). Anyway, looking for some answers to her behavior. Probably means nothing...Miss her immensely and want her back, feel anger sometimes, loneliness all the time.
