He went to IC for about a month (3-4 visits). IC is the one who convinced him to cut ties w/OW completely. But then he started getting sent to Idaho or Canada for 3 days a week the past 4 weeks, so he stopped going. He has said that he needs to start going again but he hasn't. Sunday night he was adamant that no matter what, he will NOT go on anti-depressants...
I don't care if he does or doesn't take the meds. I just want him to wake up and figure out that hardly anyone has an awesome, picture-perfect life no matter what it looks like on TV or in magazines. Whenever we see someone with a big house, nice new cars, etc. I think to myself, "Wow I wonder if they are sinking in debt", whereas he thinks "Life isn't fair why can't I have that too?"
So anyway, all I can do is live my life. I can't make him live it with me. I won't chase him away, but I won't drag him along, either. I am just wondering how it will go tonight after our "issues" this morning....
