Lifes got to always be messing with me...

[GoingForward]

(((((Corey)))))

Glad to hear that DS is hanging in there with his injury and all. How about your little angel - how is she?

I think you know that I agree 110% with Kat.

Yesterday was just a bad day and today is not. So I just need to get past it and move on.

So how is today different from yesterday? What's changed? What are you doing differently? Are you really doing something different or is the issue just getting swept under the rug because that's what your H would like? He would like for you to think that everything will be fine once this kid is born and you want to believe him?

I'm really sorry, Corey, if I'm being a downer, but many times you have said that our H's behaviors resemble each other very closely, so I do have to wonder. I also wonder if you are a bit like me in the way that I settle for the crumbs and all the other wishful, sappy BS he serves up? Like the song, for instance.

Why must everything hinge on the birth and paternity of this child? Why are you settling for that? Why are you continuing to give him the emotional support he wants when he is willing to give nothing to you in return? Sticking YOU - YOUR M TO HIM - on the back burner because it's how he sees fit.

It angers me, Corey. That this man can so easily put some other skank woman - whether she's pregnant with his child or not - over his own W and the mother of his children. That is a FACT, whereas the facts about the unborn child are not known. And it hurts me even more to know that you are hurting yourself by allowing these current circumstances to continue. I know it because I've done it myself.

I am sorry if I've stepped over the line - this is your sitch and no one can tell you how to handle it. I guess I'm just wanting to see something change here, and for the better. And not in a way that is good for H and H only.

(((((((Corey)))))))