H moving out!! Crisis I need help

[TxMomw/2girls]

I'm dying today... and I feel I'm set back as if it just happened two weeks ago...

My 3 yr wakes up this morning and first thing... Why is Daddy not living here, When will he come home, Daddy isn't being very nice..."I miss Daddy" breaking my heart.... I was so mad and hurt I emailed him and told him what she said and what I have to hear everyday.. and asked him if he is happy? That I hope the OW is everything he wanted b/c he has no idea what we are going through.. I told him I couldn't see him today... (he originally wanted me to go to the bank with him to change his business account)

Of course I thought of all the advise from you guys and knew I shouldn't but I want something to hit his heart... even if it's not me his kids... of course no response to this email..

He then had to come to the house to get his golf clubs as he is playing in a work tournment,, he text me said that he knows I don't want to see him but that he'd be by around noon and would love to kiss and hug the girls.. they were at the park with our nanny thankfully, I told him I'd leave his clubs in the back yard... so he didn't see our girls. I want him to hurt like I am and it angers me that he isn't or isn't showing it.. how can he be human????

I know to expect good days and bad.. it is just so hard.. I'm so upset right now ... I hate him and miss him ....

Also Hope3343

We can't focus on what we didn't do or what we could do better... I have done the same song and dance in my head... for all of us .. our H wouldn't be moving out and they would be working on the marriage if there wasn't another women in the picture. They are all taking the easy way out. As I ask myself, what did my H do to try to save the marriage if he was so unhappy... NOTHING is the answer .. told me nothing. They have to live with the choices they have made... and the fact that most of them didn't give the marriage a fighting chance..

Hang tough..