Today has been one of those days. Just to much stuff going on the last couple days and finally got to me.
D11 told me last night that SIL and H are getting back together. Her H went nuts and tried to run SIL off the road and has a bad alcohol problem. Amazing things do happen.
I got the same letter from W L again last night. Guess he wants to make sure I got it. Got to go see my L in a couple hours. My paycheck was short due to a doctor bill my W did not pay and they garnished my check for it.
I went over to work my part time job and do some things at the house. W car was there and I did not want to deal with her so I spent the morning around town talking with other people.
I did stop to drop off D11's clothes. Looks like she may have gotten a little drunk last night. The grill was out, an almost empty 30 pack on the front porch and an unknown lawnmower in the yard. When I dropped the clothes off the W was still in bed that was around 1100.
When I was making my final rounds through town I looked up the street and saw that OM truck was there loading up the lawnmower. Confrontation averted though. I don't care what the W does anymore, irks me he was doing stuff at the house I still pay for.
The whole jealous thing from the W has been ongoing. My IC said to expect to see her want to reconcile when I am over her and start dating again. I do try and set a good example for the girls. The older one is messed up beyond anything I can do(other issues between her and me), so I focus mostly on D11.
None of this bs is going to keep me down for long. I will only get stronger and I have to much life to look forward to living.
Seether "Rise Above This" I'll mend myself before it gets me I've fallen down but I'll rise above this, rise above this
A warrior does not give up on what he loves, he finds the love in what he does
