Thats why I was kinda figuring a pull back this week. I'm still not trying to be buddy buddy with her. Not sure if that is how I'm coming across in my posts. I was trying to give her more of a taste of who I am still. Let her remember, you know? I don't see any move back home yet, either.
And OM...don't know. I could say that I don't care either, but that would not be true. I do. But I'm not obsessing over it. All I know now is that I can go either way now, and that I'll be ok with it. If that is what she wants, thats what she wants.
I see this playing out long term like yours did, dub. I would hate to see it happen that way, but I just do.
If that is the case, I don't see myself just keeping to myself. I just don't. I have said these things before, though. I SAY how I don't care and I'll be with who I want, and go out and talk and text the ladies, blah blah blah. One of 'em started texting me recently. K is being a little flirty with me and me with her.
At the end of the day, I'm by myself because I choose to. You KNOW that I could have made something happen by now if that was what I wanted.
You and I BOTH know what I want. Only time will tell.
BTW, did you get my message back to you this morning? I almost sent you my cell # to text me later tonight
Last edited by hopeful4her; 09/30/0803:41 PM.
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."
