How do i move forward when I feel like all my shoes are stuck in the mud???
So far I have made the choice (initially more out of fear of the mud, but now more deliberately) to stay in my shoes because that's where I'd rather be...but I'm getting tired.
At times it feels like H is going to push me out of my shoes and into the mud whether I like it or not; then at other times, it starts to feel more like H might be willing to help carry me...but then turns back, away from the mud, and yet still there, just out of reach.
