Starting from scratch

[daybyday]

little things do mean a lot. lots of little touches and pats. signs of affection that mean a lot to me. reaching leg over to my side of bed just to touch me. she does these thing every so often. last night was one. i have told her b4 that its nice when she does those things. why cant was see how far simple gesture like that goes. thats a great mystery to me. just another aside, me an w had quit smoking 5 years ago. well, we started back up during our crisis in feb. well, we both are ready to quit again. bring on the stress. i guess life really is one day at a time. i have always had a flawed way of looking at life. that you have to make everything right with your life and health....and then you move forward. but if you wait for that, it will never happen. its the living in between the making of everything right that i need to work on. a little too philosophical i know.