Daisy - No he never even acknowledged the email and that was about 4 months ago. Before we can live together we need to learn to communicate better. We got to a point that we argued about EVERTHING!! I have been working on my over-active imagination which I am sure will reduce stress immensley. We would also need to come to an agreement about our budget.
Changed - Thank you for yr story. I love the idea that we can visualize what we want. I feel that just the thought of it is helping me to maintain a PMA!!! Yea, the kids blow hurt ALOT. Then when he left I got into a panic that I was getting too old if I didn't have kids now!! Now I have gotten over that panic and know that we will have them soon enough!!
ITH - Yea, I do feel that he needed to know the things that I told him in the email. I did tell him that it was best that we S at that time because we had become to hostile with each other but that I loved him and hoped that in time we can sort through things and come back together. I also made sure to tell him that alot of his action made me feel used and hurt me. You know I still have the email and was reading it the other day and I was wondering the same thing, if he kept it and reads it every once in awhile. He did tell me last month that he does think about the marriage. I try my best to be strong, there are some days that I feel vulnerable but overall I figure if I don't take care of myself no one else will!!
JCJ - Thanks Julia! Yes, he is in his cave right now. I wrote the email and never asked about it. I figure if he ever wants to talk about it he knows how to reach me. Yes, DB has worked wonders though!! It's just sometimes those babysteps take forever!!
I love the idea that we can visualize what we want. I feel that just the thought of it is helping me to maintain a PMA!!! Yea, the kids blow hurt ALOT. Then when he left I got into a panic that I was getting too old if I didn't have kids now!! Now I have gotten over that panic and know that we will have them soon enough!!
