Wow, one year - that is coming up for me in a few weeks too. Look how much you have grown though, I remember back in July when you were dreading the first of the month and now you approach these things with real strength.
I think it is ok to feel it today, I agree that although this has been so tough, I wouldn't really change it happening as I have learned so much and I think I am a better person for it. Lets hope that a new amazing relationship can bloom from this but still know that we will be ok, whether this happens or not.
You have been a real source of strength to me Lola and I love to see how far things have come for you.