I know I don't reply to others much, I am just trying to keep myself going at this point, hopefully as I make it through this fog I will be able to reach out more. I do appreciate the wisdom sent my way, I do read others stories and experiences and occasionally I feel like I have something to offer, mostly I don't think I really know what I am doing so don't feel comfortable advising other.
Had a good interaction today, good for me, H called me this morning upset about something having to do with his dog, who is still with me, well this afternoon I told him that it made me angry that he said that stuff. He agreed with me and apologized, said he felt bad after he said it. So I stood up for my own feelings and didn't worry what his opinion of them would be.
Me 41 H 42 DD 11 DS 8 M 18 bomb 8/3/06 separating 9/18/08
