Son, I hope you've got your helmet on because there are going to be 2x4's flying around here in a minute. STAY AWAY FROM THE JOURNAL!

Anyways as far as the sitch itself..who knows, maybe seeing the OM for the last time was all she needed to move on from him in some strange way. Look how quickly she seems to have turned around. Maybe the chance meeting was an opportunity for her to let go of that whole thing. It sure must be frustrating for you but as you said, at least she's not going out of her way to contact him.

And a good job on the surprise wake up call you gave her. Nothing to be embarrased about. Toot your horn a little bit, you did something good obviously.

Keep up the patience, and keep looking for those creative solutions...and for pete's sake..stay away from the journal. Can you imagine how far back you'd be set if she caught you?

A dream it's true But I'd see it through If I could be Wasting my time with you -Band:Phish Song:Waste