stayed up till 4 am working on a project. Made good progress.
It's funny how when I feel like I'm moving forward W does something that hits me in the heart.
she sent out an e-mail to all her contacts stating that she had a new Gmail address (I have provided her mail server for her personal domain) and that she now has a P.O. box.
Kind of her declaration to the world that she doesn't live here any more.
That hurt.
I guess sitting here saying 'this can't be happening' is foolish. It has and it is. She's gone for good and I'm going to be ok. I'll make sure my kids are ok also.
Was talking to D17 about stuff last night. We got on the topic of the family breakup and she said said that for half her life she's lived with this situation. I told her that this sucks and I hurt every day and it seems like her mom doesn't hurt at all.
