I never got the words...I had to read actions...because he would tell me he was never moving back to town and yet he did...then he said he was moving to be closer to our son...but ended up seeing me more...it was a slow process because he really was a scared mess...he had hurt his family deeply and I don't think he knew how to ask for forgiveness, or if even if he was worthy of being forgiven...he had some major depression issues that came up during all of this...
