Starting from scratch

[daybyday]

still working at getting a life. how do you do with gal? perhaps i'm a tad clingy still. but when i try to pull back, she pursues me so i'm drawn right back in to the trap. the insecurity just gets you. but everyday that passes gets a little easier. sometimes i feel like if i acted like i didnt givena fuc* she wouldnt seem to take me for granted. she has even said that i am a nice guy since her bomb. i am a different person according to her. i still have issue with the computer though. that how i discovered ea. she has curbed the use quite a bit, but there are times when i come home from work and there she is. she also is on myspace some. not as much, but still on. how do you handle husband on comp or was that evef a problem. i want to believe her when she says it just surfing. she has said she is sorry for hurting me, and that she thinks she never be able to live this down. i know how i would like her to act towards me, but she doesnt really want to hear. maybe asking for too much too early as smartcookie advised me. but why wouldnt she want to do all that she knows to make m better. blah, blah, bye