I had a really crappy night of sleep. Woke up in middle of the night very sad. It just really hit me that she's not going to wake up from this nightmare very soon or ever.
My D9 crawled into bed with me again last night. She's starting to get a bit clingy to dad. Said she missed her dad. My son seems to be getting lazy and losing interest in being active. That's making me nervous. Showing some "quitting" attitudes. I don't like that at all.
W is living in total fantasy land. I feel like her designated sitter so she can go out and live like a movie star. I know she's going to SF with her divorced manipulator for 4 days next week. I'm pretty sure they went on a dbl date fri night. I know I'm supposed to forget about her and what she's doing, but it is very difficult.
