Feeling better today. H was at least honest with me this weekend, what he told me was not great but it felt a relief to hear some real honesty from him. Before he left to go to work yesterday, he said "please hang on, I know I am not doing everything right and you have every right to hate me but I hope you can still love me." I am not entirely sure what he means, but it was nice to hear some real honesty.
Me 40 H 41 T17/M14 Sons 7 and 4 OW - yes for over a year "I don't know what I want" 5/29/08