I had a great weekend! Kids and I were productive, did some creative fun things and went to a really cool event yesterday.
My brief low point on Friday was relatively short lived. I don't know what happened but I feel much more detached now. Almost as if something has ripped free. I still think of W and our sitch but not a lot of feelings...a little bit of resentment, disbelief, and acceptance.
I would never act on these but I almost feel like telling her off. Y'know just letting her know exactly how I feel abut her and the choices she's making and the life she is choosing. Ahh, well. Time for us to do our homework for the mediator.
Me:34 W:31 d's 5 & 10 M: 5 years, T: 8, Bomb1 3/8/08,#2:3/28/08 Asked 4 D:4/19/08, discovered PA 5/8/08,W moved out 6/30/08 W pregnant by OM: 2/17/08
