I dont understand, nor want to understand where all the animosity is coming from today. I do know that people can change and I have not seen anything from you lately that would justify the attacks you are getting now. Maybe you said some things on some long ago posts that has caused this - what is in the past cant be changed and the important thing is to learn from it and move on. Digging up hurt from the past only reopens old wonds.
You sound well adjusted on your GAL plans and your thoughts on finding someone new to love and cherish.