LL, In moments, like last night after going to the fair, and then dropping D9 off to stay the night at a friends house, and I try to get closer to her by gazing into her eyes as we sat quietly together, she gave me a quick glance then, redirected her look as to avoid looking back at me. Not all that long ago, my gaze would be returned with a warm, loving look back. Now, its cold and am told to stop after she turns away.
