OK, for my own well being, I have to leave this site. I find that I'm spending way too much thought on things that really should not affect my life in any way.
I hate what this has turned into and I also hate that I've contributed to any of it. It's not who I am. I'm supposed to be the fun one. The happy one. I let a person get under my skin that really has taken me on a tangent that I no longer wish to participate in. The only way to stop it is to leave and concentrate on what's really important which is myself, friends and family.
